Day 2: You Are Not an Accident
I think it's interesting and important for me to reflect on the statements made in the first few sentences, that God "expected [my birth]". I don't take this to mean that God knew exactly when or where I was going to be born, because that would indicate predestination or a the existence of a "master plan" that removes the possibility of free will.
Okay, but the second paragraph becomes a little more conflicting for me, because the sentence "God prescribed every single detail of your body" implies a lot about how much direct control God has over any one human being, down to the level of "natural talents" and "uniqueness of your personality". Interestingly enough, I don't necessarily agree that this interpretation is well inferred from the following quote from Psalm 139:15.
Calvinism, if I understand Calvinism correctly to include a belief in predestination, is pretty strongly stated in the paragraph quoting Psalm 139:16. Actually, the next few paragraphs all reinforce this idea that we are just part of God's master plan, or that we are and will be exactly as God intended. I feel that this must be a poor interpretation of the Bible, but oh, well... on with the reading!
I feel like the jump from "There would be no right or wrong..." to "your life has profound meaning!" skips many important steps in reaching the latter conclusion. I don't follow how the existence of a God who made me gives my life meaning, much less profound meaning. If I was created for someone else, based on someone else's plan, to act exactly as someone else expected, then why do I need consciousness or awareness? I would simply be equivalent to an inanimate cog in the proverbial wheel.
The poem by Russell Kelfer carries a nice message, but I think it assumes too many things for me to buy into it fully.
Point to Ponder: I am not an accident.
Perhaps this point is targeted to someone else with a different experience in life than me. Whether or not I am an accident, or what being an "accident" even means, is not something I've considered previously or something I find worth considering right now. I am happy to be alive and could care... do not find it helpful or fruitful to contemplate whether I am an accident.
Question to Consider: What am I struggling to accept?
This is an interesting question... Well, let's see. Off the top of my head, I can't think of anything that I struggle to accept. But that strikes me as not reflecting deeply enough on the question.
As I write this out and poke more at my own statements, I think what I struggle to accept (or rather what I struggle with changing) is my mundane, average middle-class life. I'm not super rich, but I'm also not living in poverty. I have a loving wife and wonderful friends, yet something is missing. I feel that I should change my life by moving outside of my comfort zone in Middle America, but I am hesitant to give up financial stability upon which my marriage and familial dreams are currently built.
I wonder whether this answer makes sense or is even close to what Rick Warren was expecting.